”I want you in every way that I could ever have you. I want you physically and in my bed in ways that no one has ever had you. I want you emotionally and to touch your heart in ways no one else ever could. I want my hands all over you and to please you in every way. Yet, I also want you in the most innocent forms. I want to be able to cuddle you every night and kiss you and tell you it’s all okay if you wake up in the middle of the night because of a bad dream. I want to lay in bed and watch netflix with you all day. I want to rub your back when you aren’t feeling good and listen to you rant about the day you had wether it was bad or good. One thing in particular that I want to be able to do though? I simply just want to be able to kiss you after I tell you I love you. You are everything that is anything to me. I. Love. You.
”Date someone who is interested in you. I don’t mean someone who thinks you’re cute or funny. I mean someone who wants to know every insignificant detail about you. Someone who wants to read every word you write. Someone who wants hear every note of your favourite song, and watch every scene of your favourite movie. Someone wants to find every scar upon your body, and learn where each one came from. Someone who wants to know your favourite brand of toothpaste, and which quotes resonate deep inside your bones when you hear them. There is a difference between attraction and interest. Find the person who wants to learn every aspect of who you are, and hold onto them.
”Until you heal the wounds of your past, you are going to bleed. You can bandage the bleeding with food, with alcohol, with drugs, with work, with cigarettes, with sex; But eventually, it will all ooze through and stain your life. You must find the strength to open the wounds, Stick your hands inside, pull out the core of the pain that is holding you in your past, the memories and make peace with them.